the journaling reads...When I first held you in my arms it was the most amazing thing in the world. Words can not express the love and joy I felt when I first looked at you and held you so close to me. It was a dream come true, you were an angel sent from above. I never wanted to let go of you. All of the years of dreaming, months of waiting, and the moment was finally here. There you were, this little perfect and beautiful girl, in my arms.