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A hard LO for me, but it was theraputic. Made with Rainbow Sushi kit by Ashley Wren

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Inadequate. A word I can barley spell but feel more and more everyday. I thought I had outgrown that feeling. I thought I left behind caring about what other people thought about me somewhere in my teens. How dare I let this feeling creep up again. How dare I let this emotion steal my joy. But no matter where I turn it keeps confronting me. At work - not fast enough, not smart enough, inadequate. At home - not clean enough, not beautiful enough, inadequate. In my hobbies - I don't run fast enough, I don't scrapbook good enough, INADEQUATE. This feeling is haunting me and I have no one but myself to blame for letting it back into my life. I suppose deep down inside we each just want to feel accepted, loved, a part of the group. No matter how much we try to deny it, the feeling is still there. I've lived a lifetime of inadequacy. From beauty pageants as a child, cheerleading in middle school, now scrapbooking as an adult. Not pretty enough, not thin enough, not witty enough, not cool enough, not talented enough...when will this ever stop? I hope that one day I can truly be ok with just being me, no matter what anyone else thinks.


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