I'm sorry I had to leave you in the hospital all alone for so long. You were there for a total of 5 days; 2 all by yourself with only the nurses and staff for company. I couldn't help it. I had no choice. Dad was out of town, though he headed home right away. I found some one to watch Steph the one day when I had to take you to the hospital, but after that I couldn't bring the baby with me to be with you. I had to trust the nurses. I cry now just thinking about it.
You were only 18 1/2 months old. You didn't understand what was happening ot you. You must have been so scared! I know you had Best Bear and Red Fraggle with you, but that's no replacement for your mother.
When you came home you were a different child. You no longer wanted anyone to touch you. It was hard to even hold your hand in the street. YOU LOST TRUST. That one episode changed your path in life. I wish it could have different. I live with it always.
I don't know what made me take a camera with me to the hospital..sure glad I did. My little girl is now 24 and is very strong in so many ways.