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Journaling:
It all started on June 25th, 2004 and then
the load was doubled on December 17th, 2007.
The Lord blessed me with the ability to love
something more than I could ever love myself.
He gave me the ability to sacrifice myself fully
in order to properly raise a strong brilliant
individual. i never thought motherhood would
be such a mix of emotions and test myself in
a way nothing else ever could. It is the one
steady part of my life. Its the one thing that
I can always count on, having my children at
my side. When all is said and done, at the end
of the day, I’m still their mom and they need e.
I can’t even express how much that scares the
living hell out of me but thrills me all at the
same time. Looking back at all the times my mom was there,, to kiss a boo-boo, offer a shoulder to lean on or help me with my homework makes
me eager to leave similar memories with my
children. I guess I was never really sure how I
would manage motherhood at such a young age.
I had expected having my mom there for guidance,
because in my book, she’s the best there is. I think
it all comes down to the fact that I need to know
that it is ME that will be raising my children and
using my mom as a rough draft edition of the
motherhood handbook is a good start, and it has
served me well thus far. When I’m unsure if I am
doing a good job all I need is that little ‘I love you
mommy you’re my best friend,’ from Brooklynn
and the goofy grin my two and a half month old
Caliber gives me when I reach to pick him up. I am
enjoying this journey. I am learning so much about
myself and my children each day. Trial and error
is what its about. What works with who and how
can I make it work with the other? Teaching right
from wrong has proven incredibly easy with
Brooklynn and I’m sure Caliber will be similarly
easy going again, I had the best influence in the
world. When she committed to being a mom, its what
she threw herself into fully. I look forward to
building lasting memories with my kids. I knew I was
going to be a mom, but I didn’t realize that it would
have been my destiny. My children are the reason
I chug through everyday, through the good, bad,
and ugly of this life. I live for this.....


Credits:
Dani Mogstad - Land of Nod


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