WOW. This is powerful - I am sorry you had to go through this but your resulting LO is spellbinding...all these elements work perfectly to convey your feelings. Amazing work.
Thank you for sharing. You've helped reaffirm our decision to not let my DGS' dad have his name on the birth certificate or have any legal attachment to him.
Thank you for sharing. You've helped reaffirm our decision to not let my DGS' dad have his name on the birth certificate or have any legal attachment to him.
I am so sorry that you had to deal with that trauma, but kudos to you for accepting it and moving on! You seem to be a strong woman and I wish you good luck!
This LO is amazing in it's honesty. I hope that through the journaling, you have found some closure. It terms of the design I love the happy photo of you with the more honest journaling. It shows the mask you were putting on. Great job.
This is one helluva powerful layout - I hope it brings you some inner peace somehow. Terrible story and I cannot even imagine the shock of learning something like that...and the aftermath. Just being able to scrap it shows you are a strong girl! TFS. xoxo
I'm so sorry for what you've been through. You are beautiful and an amazing person...what don't break you will make you stronger!! Thanks so much for sharing...it's really heartfelt!
wow. incredibly powerful, your open journaling is so intense. i am so sorry that you had to go through such times... i hope healing is something that you also experience. incredible LO.
OMG!! This is outstanding and i am so glad that you were able to scrap this! I love the painting and the journaling is so heartfelt and freeing.... thanks for doing this with us this month!!! Just perfect for this topic!
so sorry for the tragic things you went through as a child. wonderful, powerful journaling. you inspire me in so many ways Dolores. this lo is incredible on so many levels, just as you are.
I'm entering this for the imperfect challenge, hosted by Tara. the topic is the unexpected, and the twist is paint. before you read the journaling, let me explain my Unexpected at the age of 9 I found out that the man who I thought was my real father was not. My mother and him met when I was about 1yr old. Unforturnately one of his cousins didn't like my mother and thought it would be a great idea to tell me the truth. Well from what I can understand, not what I remember because I do remember being told just don't remember the rest I went into a traumatic shock I was hospitalized because of the news for a week. I was told that I came out of the shock when I was told by my then stepfather that he would adopt me and give me his last name. This is where my journey begins. Now for the journaling on my layout " I always wondered why I allowed you to adopt me at the age of 10. It was because I didn't want to be like Cinderella with 2 Step-sisters. I didn't want a [MEAN] step-father. I wanted to your daughter, i wanted to be loved by you! I was a child who was starving for affection. Who was ignorant to think that you would love me. I knew the truth, you were an abusive and violent man. You adopting me was not going to change that. All you changed was my last name. So many times you used my fear & love against my mother. You said I was lucky, because at least you gave me your last name. Well guess what I hated you with my every being. In an instant your personality changed. You were a loving, adoring father, but I realize now it's because you had a hidden agenda, you were just plain EVIL. Why? Did I let you adopt me, because I wanted to be loved. Was I wrong, NO I was a child. But NO MORE."
Does this project or one of it's images contain pornography, profanity, or other illegal or offensive material? If so, please report it and our moderators will come by and clean it up in a flash.
April 28, 2008
April 27, 2008
April 26, 2008
April 26, 2008
April 26, 2008
April 26, 2008
April 19, 2008
April 17, 2008
April 16, 2008
April 14, 2008
April 14, 2008
April 10, 2008
April 10, 2008
April 08, 2008
April 08, 2008
April 08, 2008
April 08, 2008
April 08, 2008
April 08, 2008
April 07, 2008
April 07, 2008
April 07, 2008
April 06, 2008
April 06, 2008
April 06, 2008
April 06, 2008
April 05, 2008
April 05, 2008
April 05, 2008
April 05, 2008
April 05, 2008
April 05, 2008
April 05, 2008