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The page is a very emotional one for me and I did it as part of a healing/dealing process. It is about my current battle with infertility.
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Journaling:
(hand written)
It's funny how you can be told something your whole life and think you're prepared but when the time is here it still hits you like a ton of bricks. I've been told since my early teens that pregnancy may be a struggle for me someday. Well, that someday is now here the hope I held on to is slowly diminishing. It's sad how before, I would look at babies, smile, and have optimistic thoughts of the babies I would one day have. Now, a baby can actually make me cry. To me, babies are a sign of waht I'm struggling with. What's worse, is that I'm only really at the beginning stages of infertility. I could be in limbo, without any diagnosis for years yet. I hate the unknown...the helplessness. Worse yet, I hat that I feel less of a woman, a wife. Day after day, month after month, tear after tear, I will never stop waiting for my little special miracle.
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