great journaling! very honest. Sometimes you don't get answers even when you really want and deserve them. Sorry it is such a struggle. I can't say I know what its like because I dont but keep your chin up.
this book of me. it will be hard for me to share with ya all about me.. let me start with my life.. i were away from home all my life. i started live in the dorm when i was four years old. my life is very complicated because i were raised by houseparents where i spent alot of my life at school. i come home every summer and every hoildays. i dont know what my life is look like because i was taught different things. my parent was into bad marriage and they got married real young. i don't reember most of my child hood with my real parents. my real father was A.A. and verbal abused when i was baby. they got divorced i dont know why. my mom remarried when i was in the school. my step dad is very strict someway he is good father . he and my bio father don't get along very well. my step dad not allowed me to see my bio father till i was 12 years old for first time to saw my bio father. we got bad start. i was so confused b/c they don't tell me why they got divorced. there is so much puzzle in my life. they kept me dark so long.. i was adopted my step father when i was 18 yrs old . i never saw my bio father until i was living in michigan with my bio father when i was married to my 1st husband. i was thought it will be work out and start over. but wrong again. he told me alot of lies about my adpoted Dad. more i learned about lies that i never get answer and still puzzled and more confused. i moved back to fla and never saw him again until i got divorced from my 1st husband and finally saw him again few years ago and already forgave him but still could'nt get into Good realthship again. i know he loves me but still don't understand why they got divorced and why they kept me dark and still have no clue or why. i spent alot of my times with wondering about my family and never get my puzzled back again and they just did'nt hatched the pain or past. i never will figured out or why . they will still keep me in the dark. they did let it go.. i will never have closure of my life.. will countiiune to wroting about my life but its getting so hard for me to writing...
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November 18, 2009
November 18, 2009
November 18, 2009
November 18, 2009