This is my 2011 New Years resolution page. The Journaling reads:
I've spent my time on catching up, merely surviving, merely existing. I've been to therapy, I've meditated, I've talked it out and thought it out. I've spent the last decade fixing the mistakes of others. I am now caught up to where I should be. I've done the work. It's time to enjoy. It's time to shine, bloom, glitter, glimmer, glow, shimmer, flourish. It's time for me to have faith that I'm loved. To trust that I'm wanted. To be confident that I'm worthy. Time for me to step outside my tiny corner and experience more. Time for me to sing my heart out. Time for me to be clear about what I want. Time for me to stop apologizing. It's time for me to stop fearing happiness. It's time for me to want happiness. It's time for me to be the person I would have been had my path to this point in time not been so damaged. I am going to spend 2011 stepping out of my comfort zone.I am going to push myself to have faith in the love I see, to accept the love I have, to enjoy the people in my life and to show them who I am.