I have come to realize I am not a spring chicken anymore. I am knocking on Thirty's door really Loud. I feel foolish shopping in the stores I love. I don't even know if I will look cool in capri's when I decide to try them. For the longest time I never thought I would really get older. But I also realize how important this time in my life is .
To my kids I am still SO MUCH FUN!!!
I am old enough to have my head on straight. Yet young enough to act silly and crazy once in a while. Why is time hitting me so hard?? I feel the urge to get things in order. I feel I have to get mature and stop acting like a kid once in a while.
Why is that? Why do I feel like the fun is over and it's only down hill from here. I have this thought in my head like hitting the big 3-0 is such a milestone in my life..
I am not seen as a child anymore. I am finally an intelligent woman. People ask me for advice and I have the RIGHT answer. Pleople aren't worried about me making mistakes and falling. They know that whatever is thrown at me I CAN handle. It feels good to feel like you have control of your own destiny.
Believe it or not I want to do things in my life. Like go to school and learn something new. I want to travel and see the world before I get to old to enjoy it.
Things about me:
1. I love coffee 2. I have reddish-brown hair at this current moment. 3.I feel comfortable with who I am. 4. I have my moments when I want to run and hide. 5. I love the beach and the wind in my hair. 6. I hope that all of my dreams come true. 7. I love my kids with all of the heart. 8. I am scared of the future. 9. I hope I am the best mother in my children's eyes. 10. I am thankful for the blessings that I have.
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