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Alarae
April 21, 2007

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This is for Belle's scrap challenge. All is scraps except for the brown cardstock that I used. This was a very personal page to do and I am putting it in my Book of Me album. This is a letter to my mother. I scrapped it because I needed to get the words out, but I'm not ready to give it to her. The letter reads: Why are you not here for me? Why do you ignore me? Please tell me what I did. You were always there for me and always helped me make the right decisions--you loved me. So what changed? Why don't you care about me? Why don't you love me? Is it because I moved in with Dad? Just tell me please--I'm dying to know. You don't call. You don't write or even email and I know you know my number and email address. You have made so many promises to me and you have broken every single one of them. How can I trust you? You don't want to talk to me or see me. You can't even tell your own daughter that you are getting married. Why do I have to hear it from strangers around town? Why is Ashley your favorite? Why do you love her more? Why is it that at only Christmas, I'm good enough for you? And then you barely talk to me--WHY? Why is it your side of the family hates me? Why is it that you hate me? Because of all this, because of you, I am suffering from depression. Because of you, I cut myself and have scars all over my body. Because of you, I had to go to counseling. How could you do this to me? How could you abandon me? But what's done is done and you can't get the past 5 years back no matter how hard you try. To be completely honest, I'm better off with out you in my life. I may have to be on anti-depressants and will have to look at the scars for the rest of my life, but I hae a dad and a step mom and their whole families who love me and accept me as their own. I have grown so much from this and I am a better person with out you in my life.


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