Awwww honey I feel so sorry for you, what a sad story, you did what you had to do, don't blame yourself in any way, what a lovely tribute to your canine friend, TFS :)
Your journaling is so poignant and heartbreaking. Sometimes we're forced to make tough decisions and you did what was best for your family....that being said your page is just lovely and a beautiful tribute!
This is so sad~! I'm sitting here all teary-eyed. You did all the right things, so don't punish youself. You did your best and this is a sweet tribute to the dog you had for a little while. He was cute too!
oh my gosh.....this is my biggest fear..we are retired military and my husband does contract work and we are now is Korea...as well as my babies..I have 3 yorkies..Trevor, Ms. Kim and "Baby Girl" Please don't judge yourself on your decision. You always have to do what is right at the time. You made the right decision. When you get lonely for a pet attack just drop by my gallery..please don't let them kniw I called them a pet...shhhhh they think they're human..:) God Bless
First of all, I'm so sorry for your loss. Now, to the layout. WOW! This is gorgeous girl--LOVE all the details and your journaling is so touching! To my faves!! =)
Kim, This is such a beautiful page honoring your sweet puppy. I love everything about the design and your journaling is so touching. Don't ever say you can't journal! :)
Oh, this is adorable, sad, and beautiful!! Love the picture- he was sooooo cute!! So sorry to hear of your loss- it probably would have turned out the same, so try to give yourself a break. Many hugs to you!!!!
What an a wonderful tribute to Parker!! You showed your love by giving him a good home when you felt you couldn't provide it. Both he & God know you did the right thing. Doesn't make it any easier to accept, but yo did. I love that you got so much journaling on a lo, and it STILL rocks!!!
OH MY!!! such a sad story!! Parker is in a better place, chasing all the balls he wants!! and playing with all the other dogs in heaven. We rencently lost our 13 yr old Dalmatian, and it is so hard with out her. Don't feel you did the wrong thing!! hugs to you ((( hug ))) :)
Oh Kim, how awful. I am so so sorry about Parker. Yes, it probably would have happened either way, but it will always eat at you. I love bullies too, they are SUCH a wonderful and comical breed. THANK YOU for sharing your story with us, I do hope this LO was healing for you, I know these types of LOs are always healing for me. ((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))
what beautiful and touching lo. it is never easy losing an animal, probably even more so when you have guilt attached. however, your lo does him honor. by the way, your work is beautiful.
Journaling: For as long as I can remember, Frank & I wanted an English Bulldog. We made the decision in 2002 to finally get one. We researched breeders until we found Parker. He was born 11/3/2002, and he was perfect! Frank had to leave for Afghanistan the end of November, but I was confident that I could handle it on my own. Then we found out I was pregnant! I picked up Parker 12/14/2002... and was scared of what I was in for. Thankfully I had close friends willing to lend me a hand. Frank came home 6 months later to a round wife and a half grown bully! Olivia came along August 2003, and poor Parker was in constant "time out". I was sure Olivia's first words would be "stop it Parker"! Unfortunately, Frank continued to travel a lot with work, and I found that I couldn't do it all on my own. We made the tough decision to find Parker a new home. Our Vet. Tech loved him and wanted him to join their family, so she adopted him in December 2003. He died a couple of weeks later during a routine neuter surgery, from congestive heart failure. I was devastated when they let me know. The guilt eats at me today... I always wonder "what if we would have kept him?" I know it would have turned out the same... but it doesn't make it any easier. I still miss him.
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